Aza Aza* Fighting! - Mirai’s Bizarre Area, ‘未来’ 的 異想世界, My MBA

         Hm… tonight i watched a Hong Kong movie called, “Love undercover”, and the protagonist are Miriam and Daniel Wu.

      Hm… By watching this movie again, it inspired me again and recalls some sweet memory in diploma. I remember this movie was introduced by pek khee during diploma time. She kept on telling us how funny the movie is and how many time she has watched this movie again and again. Not forgotten, the character of Daniel in the movie is also her favourite.

Before that, i have no idea on Miriam’s movie as she just started to act as protagonist in this movie.

            I dunno why i remember very clearly the first time i watched this movie was in Hui Chen’s house (our classmate during diploma). I remember the day is a school day. There was a long break of class at afternoon, like 12am to 4pm (not really sure on it). So, we a gang (about 5 to 6 ppl), hui chen, voon, pek khee, siew mun and i, like usual, we tapau our lunch and take to hui chen’s house to eat and spend our break at there. I remember we got nothing to do, so pek khee she sugggest to watch this movie as she always bring alone the vcd with her (beh tahan~) and she kept on saying “very funny 1”.

          Yeah, it is true. The movie is funny. Even just now my dad who not really like Hong Kong romance movie also laugh on it. That’s why there is “Love undercover 2” to continue the story. But unfortunately i only able to collect “Love undercover 2”, and no “Love undercover 1”, because it is hard to find the market already (I mean original VCD, not pirated la, he~).

          Because of this movie, i started like Miriam and her movie. So, the every following movie of her i also watch, and always watch more than 1 time. Because of her movie, i like her music more than before, especially most of the song in her movie. I start to realize why my classmates around like her song, as her singing can touch people’s heart. I am not consider as a super fan of her. But, because of amazing fate, dunno why i already watched her concert for 2 times. Or also can consider every time, as she also only come here 2 times for concert. One in Genting, march 05. Another is in Stadium Putra, March 06.

           Hm… i like to see her movie, the main reason is because her character in every movie is so positive and a simple nice person. I think her characteristic in real life is also the same. And she is so real~ Because there are the people in real life who always like to pretend positive and pretend “nice person”. (That’s why i always emphasize i am a bad person”, haha~)

           Not only her character in the movie, even the “love” element in her movie is also simple but nice, which the focus is simple and direct - Because she loves, so she loves. (an implicit meaning inside, un ah?) And i found in this movie, “Love undercover”, most of my female classmates also crazy love the character of Daniel and Daniel. “Hoh~, sure ah la, in the movie he is handsome, rich, highly-educated, sweet and sincere in luv.” Hm… Did i also like the same things? Hm.. undeniable i like his character in the movie. But i like him just because of one thing he did in the movie and i think it is a man should be. Hm… what is it? Hard to tell. Actually it is… just a small thing.

        In the movie, when Miriam wanna break up with him and asked him angrily, “Did u rmb the way i asked u to practise ur cantonese?”, then Danial didn’t say anything and take out the tool calmly and show he did practise. Hoh~ this touch me and make me feel “Hoh~ u r the man” (hehe) . Hm… U know what i am saying?! I mean… if a guy did remember all the thing u say (especially the small small things) and the most important is, he did take the action and make the word come true, then i feel very happy for the girl, u found the 1. (Surely, the first point is, the girl like the guy also. If not, no matter what the guy do, the girl also won’t feel touch.).

          Yup… hoping it gives some tips for guys out there to impress ur girl.. hehe (But no on me…)

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I am back!

            First of all, I want to thanks some of my friends who motive me to write on blog again as they are so kind and willing to keep reading my blog regularly.

            But I may not write as often as before due to my peak schedule as there are 6 projects I need to finish before June. (But I still welcome anyone to date me out, coz’ still need relaxation besides project :P). Still, when there are some inspirations or anything I want to express myself, I will keep on writing on my blog to share my mind with u.

            Hm… This time, there is something that motives me to talk on as I experienced something between the period I stop writing.

            Hm… how to start leh? For some of my friends, they will try to get advice from me when they face problem. I also very am willing to be their listener. I like to encourage people.

Maybe because I am Leo, for them, I am active, like to keep on moving, think positive, I always think there is nothing is “no solution”, I believe when there is a problem, and there must be a way to over it. Maybe it is also because I am very “degil”. (it is also a weakness of me) hehe…

I have experienced few times that my close friends come to me and asked for my opinion on the choice in love. The problem they face is always in the first step to start a relationship. For me, I always give them the same resolution.

Hm… Actually I am not really encouraging them directly, but to ask them, think and choose. I will ask them,

“Ok, this guy is going to leave, (to go oversea or moving to other place) and you know you love him much.” 

“From the begin until now you act as his best friend, a close friend”

“But do you just want to let him go just like that without telling him the inner feeling you have on him?”

“I not am asking you to tell him your feeling because you want to be his bf. But to tell him your feeling, is to leave no regret on what you do.”

“Some people says if you tell him you love him, you may even cant become a normal friend with him like before.”

“But I think, no matter how is the outcome, he has the right to know it and you are giving him one choice and opportunity.”

“If you gain nothing after you say it out, but at least it also means you have express your feeling, you leave no regret and it is also a release for yourself.”

            It is always the consideration I want my friends to think on their problem, the key word here to make a choice is, “make no regret in your life”.

            I am happy that my friends get the clear idea on what they want to do and they get the courage after my words. They really did it. They did tell the one they love about their feeling. Though some success some no, but their response to me is that, they are like… release themselves after have say it out. They are happier even cant be the one for him. I think they are really brave and they are my heroine.

            Haha, but the funniest thing is that, I will never use the above way on myself. When it happens on me, I really like a dull. I always think and hope approach to him. But, in the end, nothing happened as I even dun brave to take a simple action. If it is talk on work or study, I will like a lion who just keep work forward no matter how hard the question will be. But if it is on relationship, I always like to call myself in hokkien “Shu la”, means pengecut.

            Hm… Maybe it is also not pengecut. The most probable way I used to define it is, it is my way to love someone. I dunno, it is sweet to do anything or small small things for him, hoping he everyday full with happiness. But the unfortunate thing is that I even dun dare to talk with him. So, it ends up with I keep all the things (or words) with me and never send it out.

            That’s why when I convince my friends to take action, I like to remind them, “Do it! Dun get regret like what I did.”

            Hm… …. Yup, it is my way. I want to keep it inside me. Maybe I meet an accident tmr and the one will never know what I have done for him. Though I always get sad, get tired, get regret, but I just want to keep it. Keep inside the inner of me. This is memory, secret that I most wanted to hold and the only thing I can get from you. Hm… like one of the song lyrics mentioned, “You are the most favorable difficulty that I like to face”

            “Shh…” quiet, just like it sleep inside me. It is my baby. J

            Though it sounds sad, but I really feel good that at least I have a friend, yee mee who know me much, know what I feel, know I feel sad although I look happy or nothing. It is already a big comfort for me. Thank you for your last night eye contact to me, I see you try to comfort me thru you eye contact. Thank u.

              I want special thanks to the people who take care of me, and waiting for my answer. What I can say is, you guys are great, you guys are better than me as you are more brave than me, as you guys said it out to me. But take it easy, ok… dun wait. I really dunno what I can do as you guys are so nice to me. Take it easy!

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