Aza Aza* Fighting! - Mirai’s Bizarre Area, ‘未来’ 的 異想世界, My MBA

            Last sat was having gathering with Diploma classmates together. They are my closest classmates though we r no longer being together as frequent as before. They are sweet, warm to talk with, and like recharge your energy.

            We met at SUnway pyramid for gathering. I was late n’ there was X-Games in Sunway Lagoon, so the parking was full everywhere. They were in Nando’s for taking their lunch, it is the Ally’s favourite restaurant. So, it is predictable as they were there. The good news I received once I have my seat, is … “Ally going to get marry!!!” For us, I think it is not only a news, but something we think, “Well~ we are glad to hear the day has come. You have found a reliable man, who we think he definitely can give u a whole life guarantee with happiness and no worry.” I really really happy for her, Ally, “You deserve the good things”. She is a nice girl, always treat everyone good, like a big sister, so definitely deserve a good man. Ah~ as I promised u, I will come back for your wedding dinner. I know all your friends are just like your best friends n’ you surely have a lot of “sisters”. Hehe… Get prepare for it. All of us are wishing you to become the happiest woman in the world.

            Hm… after Nando’s, we just walked around. I found we can talk and chat in anywhere. When we stop at bowling, boutique, anywhere also can found a topic to talk non-stop without realize we were in public space and brings interruption to others. From slimming, clothing, facial, to very girl’s talk (sensitive issue). I think even the guys also get sweat as our topic is quite embarrassing for them, haha…

            Then we went for movie, the 180◦ rotated cruise… haha, is Poseidon la. Hm… it is my favourite to watch the natural disaster movie. But unfortunately it is also the movie i always regret to watch after the show. Coz’ I can’t accept dying people and the fear before die. Haih… I always believe the end of the day is coming very very soon. The closest one is 2029, as already proved there is a meteor are “on his way” coming to earth. Hm… I always been woke up by the nightmare and the scene inside the dream is really looks “real”. I always can’t believe I am still alive and still in the world when I woke up in the silent

midnight

. It really like in the movie, I will doubt “may I already get out from the dream?” You know, it is like… you know the day is coming, but everyone is still sleeping in the mid night and you can’t find anyone express your fear. It is really really tired, but I already used to it. So, back to the movie. In conclusion, for the production, I think the production team and the director is great as they create software purposely for adding the effect in this movie and all of scenes are using green board without build anything. But it really looks real setting in the movie.

            After the movie, we move to Kelana Jaya to eat “Telephone restaurant” (haha, weird translation). We went there one time before. I remember that day is the new year eve for year 2004. That time, about 18 of us were there. This time, we have 12 of us. Hm… the difference compare to last time is, this time we eat healthier. We didn’t cook lots of meal. Most of us, eat steamed food. Hehe, but the guys and Ally go geng, can eat lots.

            Then after dinner we went to Subang, SSX (forgotten) to have drinks. It is the Finale of English Premier football match. So, for the guys, we went together to a quite good environment food court to have drink and watch TV. Haih… really dunno why the guys didn’t make a bet and spend money on the match also can watch so excited. Then the gathering was ended at

12.30am

as I leaving, n’ sent pek khee n’ grace back.

            Hm… It is sweet to hear that pek khee n’ some of you goin KLIA for our departure. Haha, even Khee you have to take leave to say bye to us. SO SWEET~ It definitely is not the last gathering, but the preparation for next gathering. Next time, wanna see Yoke fun,

S Chern

n’

Nam

hoong n’ …  J Very Looking forward to have fun with you guys again. The truly friends.

*End*

** What’s next? Siew Mun’s birthday – Part 1 (with advance survivor, on 19^th)

                                                                Part 2 (with Cityneon’s fans, on 20^th)

**sun**

            It is another silence night. 2a.m in the morning. I believe, half of my classmates are still working on assignment and you may meet few of them in MSN.

            During diploma and advanced diploma, we are already used to rush for work in short time. We can produce an assignment within a week or even few days. For me, I don’t like to rush work and I admit, I have no talent in rushing work. It is because I always put pressure on myself that try to make every work, not only fine & pass, but good.

            Now, we have no class and we can finish our assignment whole day at home. But for me, the pressure is greater than before. I think the main reason is because of uncertainty, uncertain on the very different and new criterion, uncertain on… not only on study, family, friendship, “other relationship” but everything that might happen.

            Everyone also will go through the uncertainty stage. When after graduate from SPM, to find your interest, future and dreams; when working, some may lose themselves and some found disappointed.

            Hm… it is the fact. A waving life. It sounds sad, but the happiness is double when you see the light in the future. I believe everyone can be so successful in the future, but it really depends on u. No motivation, no action, u will forever stop at there. Dun blame you r in the unlucky group and say it is your luck to have a normal life like anyone on the road. Work like machine, everyday doing the same thing without find challenge initially and take challenge and have improvement. Gain income; spend it with shopping and realize nothing gain in the end. Life can be so special and memorable. But it gives to the one who put effort in his living.

The attitude is the main key. Love your work, love the challenge, love to live with your most comfortable style. In working, at home or even hanging at outside, some people like to say, “oh, boring.” Hm… the world can be so special if you see it in details. The people who think their life is boring, and like to say inside the heart, “boring” when facing something, well ~ I only can say, u miss a lot of things in your life which is so meaningful. I can’t tell you what is it as there are countless of things can be found beside u. The only tip to catch it is:

Love your environment, love your friends, love your family, love the one who u loved = Love yourself + a beautiful life. … You going to miss it in next second.

Show it, do it.

** The above journal is dedicated to SUN. Always remind urself in the future. Hoping u always rmb the uncertainty can break through by your courage n’ stupid thinking, try to love urself more.

**sun**

2 May 2006 – A night

            Hm… Dunno how to start my words.

            I wished, I can have a simple daily life. Everyday wake up, eat, do my homework, watch tv, do homework again, rest and the end of a day. Yeah, it is the life I have now. Simple. I try to make it as simple as possible. But I know I just wished, but I didn’t enjoy it. I just use it for escape.

            Pressure is everywhere. Tears can be non-stop.

            Confidence is built strongly. But it lost in a second.

            Friendship can be sweet. It is also the source of heartbreak.

            But I am sure, everyone is right. And I am wrong.

Nothing happen. I believe nothing is happened. All the people out there are fine.

            Say 1,2,3. Go to bed. Have another simple day.

**sun**