Archive for July, 2006

Arh… Fighting!!

Monday, July 31st, 2006

    Today got back 1 assignment and 1 presentation result and feedback…
Hm… the mark i got, is…. not high, not low… middle…
    But for me, it is disappointed. I spent sometimes to recover from disappointment. Hm… the impact is quite deep. In another perspecitive, I think it is lucky that i found now what is my insufficiency in my work, so i still have some coming assignments need to put double effort to push my average mark higher.
    The situation of my best friend is worse than me. But thanks god again, she is stronger than me. I know she  face bigger struggle than me, and really suffering from the mark.
    I used an evening time to recover. I hope she also can.

**sun**
Figthing, fight, fight, fight!

Funny dog fighting… Haha , like kungfu..20050806matrixcatanddogthumb

23 July 2006 – I “see” the sound, the sound of Manchester… the sound of Peace.

Saturday, July 22nd, 2006

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Sitting in the park of Manchester,

Seeing around, I feel a kind mess.

Then I close my eyes,

Listen to the sound of Peace.*

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I heard the high hill is rushing for happy hours.

Then the wine glasses able to meet each other at 5pm, but still complaining they meet too late.

The slipper is enjoying walking in the summer.

But the clamor of big vehicle is showing his dissatisfaction becoz’ of over-working.

Then the harsh sound of electronic bus is drawing my memory of Putra.

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Bicycle is crossing the street while showing off the freedom he has.

How I wish to be a bicycle.

But being a luggage is also not bad as his mum is bringing him to see Paris again.

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Suddenly, the very typical Peking Chinese come from the direction of a monument and say  “Yi, e “r”, san”

Typical Chinese man. Taking pic everywhere and… me too. Chinese Culture.

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Now I know, a sightless man see more than us.

As things is not to see, but to feel… How shame I am to have eyes but not able to see.

To see what I have, to love what I got.

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Ended..

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*Manchester is known as the city of Peace, the world first nuclear free city.

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**Sun**

Finally… Manchester, I am coming!

Thursday, July 20th, 2006

    Finally we have passed up most of our assignment and done our scaring presentation. Now, we  can have more a bit free time and going to have a super small sem break next week.
    Before that, i am going to talk about the experience of my presentation here. Hm… for the whole course, the students are divide into 2 class to present, and each of the class divide to 2 days to present. I was presented in the first day first class… The examiner of class 1 and class 2 is different. The examiners of class 1 is Annie and Andrew, whereby for class 2 is Nath and Alan. Well, i think if we are allow to choose our examiner, i think all the student will run to class 2. If i can, i also HOPE SO!!
    In our presentation class, the atmosphere is scaring, tension, horror (haha)… Annie and Andrew looked at you very seriously. Though they would nod when they agree your point, still they look very serious, no smiling. But here, the presentation is allow you holding the point or script in your hand. In TAR, becoz’ of we have a very strict lecturer, Ms Yesu in practising our presentation skill, we are not allowed to do so. Haha, i already practised memorise all the point in my mind without even look at the powerpoint or any paper. If with paper in my hand, then i present badly. Coz’ i will keep look at the paper and need to spend time in searching for the point as sometimes you might get lost. As i try no to pause even few seconds the presentation to show i am lost, i prefer to be familar with the point and flow i going to present, and memorise some of it, so the presentation run flow.. Haha, but it also need some technique as you cant show u r memorising and recalling the point during the presentation. So, eye contact and body language is important here. You should look at the audience with browsing it around and have some body language as it helps to emphasize and showing you’re trying to persuade your point is strong to them. It is some technique i used during presentation.
    But still, during this presentation, i have pause a few seconds. For me, this few seconds like few minutes… Coz’ i aware most of the presenter like to have some pause with "eh…", er… , hm… For me, i even not allow this happened in my presentation, coz it shows inconfident and you r not sure on what you present… But haha, still i accidentally pause in this presentation, i even rmb where i pause, coz’ i lost in the flow. But thank god, i just need few seconds to continue it again.
    Through out the whole presentation, some of the PR students done well in showing their strong argument. But some of them just analyse a media company without giving their own stand. Some of them explain term too much, even no time to go further to their argument alredy time out… really unlucky. But Annie and Andrew even didnt speak a word about their comment on our presentation… Haih… die without knowing the reason….
Dscn5343  After presentation, we, the first day presenters of class 1.

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    For class 2, their examiners are Alan and Nath. How we wish we can have them as our examiner… They are always positive and always give confidence to student. During the presentation for class 2, when every point the presenter has raised, Alan and Nath will speak up, "Good point, Brilliant, Excellect, Well Done, good, good…" According to the students who presented in this class, they said it really give confidence to them in continue the presentation and the tension is lesser… Though they also think they done not that brilliant.. haha, but CONFIDENCE… they happy in the presentation not becoz of the mark, but becoz of their confidence is built. Ah… haih.. we want Alan and Nath… but no next time alredy.
    Every assignment we also need to done with full of pressure since we always uncertainty on the mark we will get. Last time, i did my work without thinking about the mark since it just show the knowledge u have. But here, the mark is look so important since it shows how critical thinking you have. It is more than knowledge. I saw some of the students get very low marks at the begining, then get very high marks now. Some of them get very high mark at the beginning, then now is low… The marks is really like "adventure", what you get next, never know. I just wish my mark dont drop but maintain or higher… PLEASE!!! Bless me…

    But whatever, it is time to have a break as it is alredy reach mid-sem. YEAH,… tmr (fri,21), we have book the bus tic to Manchester!!! Yeah, we planned it since last week. We gonna wake up at 5 and prepare food since the bus we book is run on 615. Then back Liverpool at 7pm. We are going to spend whole day at Manchester. Hm… we planned to go the Stadium! the Stadium eh, though the entrance fees quite expensive, but i think it worth it… I going to show the pic and video to my father since my dad like to watch English football match. I believe he sure know the Manchester Football Stadium, coz’ i also saw it thru tv before, he sure know la. I want to bring this experience behalf of him. Then we will go some galleries… and blah.. when back only let you know la..
    Then next week going to have Chester trip, which is provided by school, and also prom night and BBQ section provide by Liverpool Student Union here.
    Wat a wonderful week….

**SUN**

   

Manchester

A borough of northwest England east-northeast of Liverpool. Founded on the site of Celtic and Roman settlements, it was first chartered in 1301. Greater Manchester is densely populated and highly industrialized. The Manchester Ship Canal  (completed in 1894) affords access for oceangoing vessels. Population, 464,200.
曼彻斯特市:英格兰西北部的一座具有自治特权的城市,位于利物浦东北偏东方向。建于凯尔特人和罗马人的定居点上,1301年开始设市。大曼彻斯特区是人口密集的工业发达地区。大曼彻斯特船运河 (1894年竣工)使海船可直达此市。人口464,200

A week- SUmmer Sales!… 16 July 2006

Sunday, July 16th, 2006

Sales is everywhere!!!! hor, attracting me…

  Today is sunday…. last week is a busy week, coz’ going to pass up assignment tomorrow and having presentation on tues… Die la…
    Though this week is busy n’ even have to go back to library on offday, but still it is a beautiful day~.
This week is the competiton of Pepsi and Cola, coz’ they r having campaign at the same place but 2 different days to promote their new product… For cola is "Zero" cola, which is zero sugar. N’ Pepsi is ,.. forgot, but is also no sugar… Hehe, v got few can from the campaign from this 2 competitor on 2 days. Dscn5292

- Cola campaign..
(For video, view my profile)

Now… Summer sales is all around, hor, 3pounds, 5 pounds (X 7 to RM ) clothing is everywhere. I bought quite a lots, but mostly for Family, 2 sis’s bf, and cousin. All of them is all england’s clothes that i bought from Sport World. (totally ten shirt, haha, gila) (Sister ! Dun tell mum, if not i die… very cheap only la….Really! ) Before that, i alredy bought a winter clothes from a free market which only 5 pounds, and it absolutaly match with my target, which got feather behind it!!!! Dscn5278

Then I only bought 2 shirt, which is 2 and 4 pounds and 1 skirt (5 pounds) for myself. And i want more Skirt!! i cant live without skirt. My sis lor, dun let me bring my mini skirt, said it is cold here… So, i suffering now without the skirt, coz’ though it is cold, but i still want to wear SKIRT!! (mini 1) haha…  Here is really carnival sales…. Not like M’sia, the sales is not "sales"…

After the presentation on tuesday, v plan to shop around again!!! My next target is high hill, coz’ their high hill here the shape is very charming… Hope i can find 1 below 5pounds… :P…

This weekend we didnt go anywhere… as rushing for assignment. But really thank to shy lin as her presentation is on next next week, so she more free n’ she cook for us lunch and dinner everyday… Fried rice, porridge and cheese rice… very nice… Like my mum, prepare everything for us when it is the time to eat… Thank ya.. next week is our turn to serve u .. hehe, but i only worry i cook badly and nobody want to eat, as u know i cook very "chit cha" 1…

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Me doing homework…

Life is beautiful…

**SUN**

Downloading a lot of mayday and Fei Wong’s songs….

6 july 2006 - Study life

Thursday, July 6th, 2006

Thank god, finally I can have some times to write my blog and record my life here. For this time, I would like to talk about my study life here and write down what I found the different in education system.
      

Time, we are having class from Monday to thurs, from 10 to 1pm. But actually, we only have 3 days class; Thursday is for us to meet our supervisor for project. Everyday, there is Lecture on 10 to 11am, everyday different subject lecture by different lecturer. Then seminar class (divided to smaller group, 4 classes for discussion, which guided by 4 different lecturer) is from 11:30 to 1pm.

About lecture, Hm… lecture is started on 10 to 11am. But our lecturers need us to be inside the class 10 minutes before. They always emphasize it and they hate student who come at 10, and even later, then you will see their black face and looking at you when you coming inside the class. They so care about the time to start a class. Why I said is “our lecturers”? Normally, 1 lecture only has 1 lecturer. But as there are 4 seminar groups which guided by 4 lecturers, so the lecturers also need to come attend the class together with us. It is very surprising me as the all the lecturers are lectured with us, though they already have the knowledge. During the 1 hour lecturer, the different with m’sia is that, they will tell you what is the aim of this lecture, what you will learn and know from this lecture. It is like, at the end of the class, they want you get something from each lecture. They are using powerpoint for each lecture (no much different from m’sia). But we do not need to copy notes during the lecture, except some explanation that we would like to take notes. It is because all the powerpoint of each lecture is already on blackboard (our online blackboard.)

Let me explain their system in details. We have text book for each subject. But the text book is not like the book we have in our education system in m’sia which explains to you what is this and that. The text book is compilation of journal. The famous journal in mass media. Then for each lecture, we have to read 2 reading/journal from the textbook a day before the lecture, so we can have some idea before the lecture. The journal is chosen for us to read because it is some famous scholars has raise some important point on certain topic. For example, one of the lectures is talk about “Representation”, then we have to read the journal of Stuart Hall who words is recognized in giving the argument on “representation”. The textbook does not tell you what is what from a to z, it is to tell you who has raise some crucial argument that contribute the idea to our mass comm in order to understand something, just like the example that I give, representation of Space. It allows us to aware what is space, how we make sense of space around, while bring it in mass media, esp. to understand the space that portray in film.

Normally during the lecture, the lecturer will give more other scholars’ word in explaining an idea in different perspective. So we get know there are some people argue they agree this because of what what what, and another school disagree because of what what what. So, even in our assignment, there is no restriction if you can argue a point persuasively with support from scholars.

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So, library is our favorite place as we need to find books and scholars’ work from there to support our argument in each of our assignment. In m’sia, we only can borrow max 5 books per student, and we normally borrow less than 3 books coz’ the books are not enough and lack of attraction. (Even TAR College can consider a big and modern library among the college in m’sia) So, at here, when the officer from the library told us we can max borrow 15 books from the library, we made a joke that it is too much for us, and we do not need so many books… But now we know the joke is not funny at all, coz’ we now need more than that. We always borrow fully 15 books and even it is not enough for us coz’ there are so much book we would like to borrow and read and use it for assignment. The books look interesting and every book also seem like useful for our knowledge and for our assignment. Also, I like our library coz it is modern architecture library, the environment is super nice, the view is perfect and it is really really convenient as we can reserve or read a book online and there is so many free journal for us (as the library pay a lot of money for copyright to own it.) We now have borrowed some movie from this library to watch for our own entertainment and also for assignment. But mostly it is awarded movie, international movie, non-hollywood movie, French movie and… Sometimes we have to watch it in library as some of the old movie is not available in DVD but tape. So, there is TV and headset provide to us. We can share a tv set in a group of people to watch, or if in a big group, we can book a room for screening. Hm… the movie that we have watched from library is Blade runner (Tech Noir) (a weird movie), The piano teacher (French movie, super “geng”, wanna vomit after watching it), Indiana Jones (A typical Hollywood steven spielberg’s movie), A fistful of dollars (A western movie during 60s), and Tombstone (A western movie also… coz’ going to choose western movie as example for 1 of my assignment, hehe…). So the library here is not a boring place, have books, movie, nice environment for study, always there are more than enuf computer are provided, we can have our own email add and our lecturer always directly contact us through it, we can have off-campus service with using its service online, there are many other features of the library here and I can’t finish to list it out. Just like what the officer said, they are here to help us. They always want to make things easier for us.

Then now I would like to describe the subject I study here… Hm.. how to describe leh… It is complicated system, but I try to make it easier. It is like… we have 3 main subjects

a) Comm. Analysis,

b) Media Business & Institution,

c) Visual comm.&Analysis

, and each of the 3 subject have 2-3 sub-subject (we called it block). And each of the blocks need about 1 month to complete. Then for this first month, the block for each subject is like following:

a) Comm Analysis – block à Representation

b) Media business & Institution à Media Business

c) Visual comm. & Analysis à Hollywood & Genre

Representation (Monday class) is talk about how we make sense, understand sth

(mental representation) and construct meaning by using language. But as we study mass comm, we are focusing how the meaning in media is constructed, especially movie. And also, we focus on how space is represented in a movie. Coz’ space is involving culture, personal experience, society. I think it not only bring me the knowledge to analyse the space in movie, but also make me aware how we make sense on things and our environment, so indirectly, v can understand audience better on how they think and perceive sth. The assignment for this block is to analyse the movie (Matrix or Blade Runner), how space and the city is represented in the movie. For me, it is the hardest assignment among the 3 block, space eh, the meaning does not fixed… Worry debate wrongly.

Then second is Media Business (Tuesday Class). For the name itself is already describe what is it about. We need to know how a media business works, the development and risk it need to take and blah blah… and to be aware on some big big media institution like CNN and BBC. For this block, no paper work is needed but presentation. There are 5 topics for us to choose, such like globalization& ownership, law& regulation… And my group (2 person per group), we choose to argue “Media business: Risky Business?” and choose 1 media institution as example. And we not yet decide to stand 1 side or neutral… :P

The last block is Hollywood& Genre (Wednesday). It is to study the different type of movie, mainly focus on Hollywood products. Each week we will study different genre (category of movie) and watch movie for each genre a day before the class in order to understand the lecture on next day clearer. There r 4 genre we study for this block: Musical, Film Noir, Western and Comedy. The example for musical is like “Singing in the rain”, and we watched Chicago as example. The Film noir is like detective movie, but normally is discuss on the black& white movie at the past. Hm… I quite interested on this kind of movie, but my classmates all think it is boring a genre. And we have watched “Double Indemnity” inside the class as example.  Then is Western, or can consider as cowboy movie, but not like Brokeback mountain. The cowboy movie which have cow (haha), cowboy and normally have conflict between good and bad character. The movie we watched is “Shane” (a black& white movie). Then the last is comedy…Comedy is those movie which to provoke laughter and now I only found most of the comedy movie is to make fun on powerful ppl in which this concept is known as “antiauthoritarian” and nowadays there is increasing no. movie of romantic comedy, which trying to promote or reinforce on the current value of relationship inside our society (surely Hollywood movie is focus on western society). Well, I am not moviegoer and go cinema often. But from this block, I watched a lot of movie in only 1 month time and the most interesting is some of them can’t be watched in m’sia. Its assigment is about how "genre" this concept is found useful for us in movie. This block has draw my interest on movie and allows me to understand a movie besides just watching it for entertainment.

The last subject (Thursday) is mass comm research project. We allow to choose the subject area we would like to research. There are more than 20 subject we can choose, from media studies, advertising, video games, woman and men magazine, to film noir, visual comm., graphic design, audience, gender and… The subject area I choose is Internet Community. Before that, I planned to choose advertising as it is my major in m’sia. But as our lecturer encourage us to explore sth different, so I decide to choose internet community. The focus of this research and its title I have spend sometimes to construct it and finally, here is my title: “Constructing self-identity in virtual community: Deceptive identity? A case study on friendster.com.” So, I will choose some of the users from friendster.com as my participant and I’m going few weeks time to observe them and interview them in order to get my finding for my research… SO, my friends, take notes, I may need your help to become my research subject… :P

Is there anything I have leave out when talk about the study here? I also dunno, coz’ too many things can tell. Ah… I rmb la, I want to talk about our lecturers. There are 5 lecturers… But, I better talk about them next time.

The end for this post, hoping I never forget every little thing about the study here.

**Sun**