Archive for August, 2006

The last week~ Start to miss everything here… (Missing housemates) (1 sept 2006)

Thursday, August 31st, 2006

Now is 1st of september 2006, midnight 3am. What will  I doing at the same time in next week? I think I will be in the bus and leaving Marybone,

Liverpool

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       We only have one more week here. Last day in our last lecture, when each of our lectures thank us for being their student and have some words for us,… You know, it is really a touching moment. They are super kind and helpful. Especially Nath. He will called us, the girls as “Mum” (similar to this sound) to show his respect on woman. It is French, german, or any other lauguage?! I dunno, he knows too many language, I also forgot how many language he know. When everything we raise our question, then he will respond, “Yes, mum”. So sweet. I hope I can have a post just to discuss on 5 of our lecturer. It is because they are having unique personality. Each of them having very different of physical appearance and even thinking. However, they possess one same characteristic, which is super helpful. I will write a post just to describe 5 of them

       Let’s continue the feeling I have about this last week. I already start to miss my life and everything here.

About my housemate,

I will miss bee because of her goreng pasta and the meal she cook. I miss the cheese rice that v created together. And your copyrighted phase, “So hot!!”

I will miss shy lin, I will miss her sound in shouting around the house. Or even shout at the ppl down stair and said “Shut up!!! What time lor, ppl no need to sleep ah” (sorry for direct translation from mandarin). Haha

I will miss phei ling for her red/ green bean soup, sagu, the tomato cried egg, every soup she have made. She always care for our health. When we get hot, she will make jasmine drink for us. But i think she is having the weak health among our housemates since she sleep less and eat less. hhehe…

I will miss siew mun. I will miss the sound when she is typing, laughing on the phone, open and closing the cabinet in her room… It is not because i was in her room. Becoz she just stay next to my room, and the wall is too “thick”, even the sound she is typing on the laptop I also can hear!!!

I will also miss ling. Even though she not always at home, but I miss her response when everything I want to throw her glass. Hahaha.

I started to miss the time we live together. I miss the time we rushing work at midnight together. Then we always will automatically come out and gather at kitchen to talk non-sense and make fun, then go back to continue work again. There are too many memories that I have inside the house and among the housemates. We have gone through few difficulties time together, cried together, but also laugh together. No matter is happy or sad, the most important is we r together.

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** From left, grace, bee, me, siew mun, phei ling n’ shy lin… Ling is not in the pic

Tomorrow, missing my room…

**sun**

A song that i listen non-stop within 4 hours, more than hundred times…

Saturday, August 19th, 2006
像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现

如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

再等一会
奢望流星会出现

如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边

北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪
**SUN**

北極星的眼淚

8 August 2006 - today is a good day

Tuesday, August 8th, 2006

Today is a good day.
Because i wear a new skirt.
Because i chat with 3 friends (ken, lum, yan), and feel so warm after chating with them, I found they r supporting me always… (super thank u guys…)

There is a lot of reason to hav a good day. From weather to, getting a surprise… all of them can make ur day feel good.

I started to like my day here…

**Sun**

Ealean_donan_castle Edinburgh_view

Loch_ness

Invergary_1 Inverness_museum_2
                         

Urquhart_castle_lochness_2
Edinburgh_castle_3
** patrick in scotland…

Wake up frm suffering - 7th August 2006

Monday, August 7th, 2006

常常我 豁出去
拼了命 走過卻沒留痕跡
可是我 從不怕 挖出我火熱的心 
手上有一個硬幣 反面就決定放棄
嗝屁 但是啊在我心底
卻完完全全不想放棄 

常常我閉上眼睛 聽到了海的呼吸 
是你 溫柔的藍色潮汐 
告訴我沒有關係 就算真的
整個世界 把我拋棄 
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定 
所以我說 就讓他去 
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起 
有什麼了不起 

    Before i came here, i thought the study pressure will be lesser since our perception about western education system is "free", "relax", etc…
    However, it is not. The pressure is heavier x1000… compare to M’sia. It is like, if u lose 1 mark, u have lost ur future.
    Becoz’ of the brain wash from the lecturer, i did super concern about every mark, even like, the 1st assignment i got 65, and the next assignment i got 62, i will feel super down as i feel like, i am getting stupid in study and the mark droping very badly. THough when i now looked back, it is just 3 mark differ.
   So now, i decided to put the marks behind. I dun want to care about it. I just want to try my best to finish all the coming assignment and enjoy me life here. I planned not to aim to get first class. But 2:1 is enuf for me. However, no aim is better, just do my best.
    I hope i really can do what i say - leave the mark behind, be urself. Though u r not the smart 1, (yeah, i always know i am stupid), but u r best 1! hehehe…

(haih, giving confidence to myself here, just make me more like a idiot..)

**SUN**