I am back!
I am back with different character.
2 months ago, I was a student.
1 month ago, I was a traveler.
And now, I am a “freelancer”. (Hehehe…)
Hm… I back with a song.
A song that I heard in this 3 months.
From Liverpool, to Euro,London and home.
I introduced the songs to my classmates when I was in Liverpool and now, I shared it with my sisters.
My sisters very like it, and we like to “play” with this song.
(The song lyrics is at the end of this blog.)
A song may mean different to different people.
The meaning of this song for me is still… unclear.
I read from another blog, “紫色的白日梦”
The blogger also gives her idea about this song,
She/ he has written,
[懂得让我微笑的人,很少。懂得让我流淚的人，没有。］
[There are some people who can make me smile. However, no one can make me cry]
I got some inspiration from her words.
From what she says, in a perspective, we can interpret that she is lucky girl as no one can make her cry.
As we know in generally, No cry = happy, lucky.
On the other hand, in another perspective (actually is my perspective la), I feel quite sad for her. It is because I always think that, a life is incomplete without experiencing sadness (even you got many happiness) and without finding the one who make you sad.
(The one who can make you sad and worry = the one you mind about him/her = normally equals to the one you like or love.)
For example, during the “sharing session” with my girl friend, sometimes they share with me their worry and sadness about their boyfriend. Even it sounds bad, but actually I am happy for them. When I looking at them in telling me this, I feel they are so beautiful and cute. It is because they found someone who can makes them worry and sad.
I used to be in the time without the one who make me sad and worry. People might think it is good, but from my view, it is a dark period. Imagine that… you go to school or work, when listen to joke, you laugh. After school/work, you go yam cha, talking non-sense with your friends, and… laugh. Then you drive back home alone, listen to the radio station, enjoying the music and your very own space (alone). When reach home, you take bath, chat with your family, finish your work then sleep. This is your daily life. Yeah, it sounds a perfect day, a day with only laughing. But… day by day, did you feel there is something missing in your life? Did you feel “empty” in your heart?
I dunno should I use the word “empty”, and I also dunno how to describe the real feeling of “empty” that I mean. But in this moment you reading this, I know you know what I mean. Coz almost every1 may experience this kind of period in your life. Unfortunately, some people even do not realize they are living in that situation (Sometimes, dunno is really better/ happier than know). And the worst is, some people know, but they did not admit they are having this kind of life (Sometimes, it needs courage to admit and accept the negative and cruel fact in our life).
To find and get someone who can make you sad and worry is really not an easy task. It needs luck and the right time. At this moment, I feel I am a lucky girl coz I can experience worry and sadness in my daily life. I found something that make me mind about. Suddenly, I remember some of my friends have misunderstood my background. They told me that they tot I am a rich girl. Hahaha, actually my family is poor! In term of money, I am not wealthy. But in my heart, I am a super wealthy girl. Hahaha.
I got the love from my family, from my truly friends, and the most important is, I got the love that I want to give. Yes, sadness and worry is part of the things I face now. However, I am happy to have it. As in the movie Jerry Mcguire, and its song, Secret Garden by Bruce Springsteen, at the end of the song, Jerry Mcquire (Tom Cruise) says, “You, complete me”.
(The lyrics of this song is at the end of this blog.)
Yes, even the one will make you sad, down, and worry, but don’t forget, it always comes with happy.
Yes, You complete me.
I am ready! I, Mirai, I am now got the courage and longing to face the future; the future with happiness, challenge, sadness, inequitable, unreasonable and… the emotive of life.
Let’s start the new sheet of Mirai’s Bizarre Area, My MBA.
**Sun**
Song 1:
非你莫屬 - 林依晨 [東方茱麗葉-片尾曲]
懂得讓我微笑的人 再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門 明天的美夢你完成
整個宇宙 浩瀚無邊的盡頭
每顆渺小星球 全都繞著你走
愛我非你莫屬
我只願守護 由你給我的幸福
愛我 非你莫屬
也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
懂得讓我流淚的人 給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕 你同時點亮了星辰
看 那麼多相遇
偏偏只和你 天造地設般產生奇跡
哦 我心的縫隙
我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
The comment from another blogger,
这首歌不止好听，MV也超棒的！
很喜欢MV里的绘画。。。
真的。。真的很漂亮!
[懂得让我微笑的人,很少。懂得让我流淚的人，没有。］
From: 紫色的白日梦 - http://www.wretch.cc/blog/huiyun87&article_id=5232307
Song 2
Artist: Bruce Springsteen
Song: Secret Garden (Jerry McGuire Version) Lyrics
Dorothy: I was just about to tell you
Laurel:(uh huh)
Dorothy: that I love him I do I love him I love him and I don’t care what you think I love him for the man he wants to be and I love him for the man he almost I love him laurel I love him I love him
(Bruce)
She’ll let you in her house
If you come knockin’ late at night
She’ll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She’ll let you deep inside
But there’s a secret garden she hides
(Cuba) you got to be far to her she loves you if you don’t love her you got to tell her
(Bruce)
She’ll let you in her car
To go drivin’ round
She’ll let you into the parts of herself
That’ll bring you down
She’ll let you in her heart if you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don’t think twice
(Jerry)
what if we got married if I said that would you stay,
(Dorothy)
no no don’t do that don’t say that unless.
(Bruce)
You’ve gone a million miles
(Dorothy)
well you can say if you want to
(Bruce)
How far’d you get
(Jerry)
will you marry me
To that place where you can’t remember
(Jerry) what are you thinking
(Bruce)
And you can’t forget
(Dorothy) Laurel, we’re getting married
(Bruce)
She’ll lead you down a path
There’ll be tenderness in the air
She’ll let you come just far enough
So you know she’s really there
She’ll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She’s got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away
(Priest)
Do you Jerry Mcguire take this women to be your lawfully wedded wife do you Dorothy boyce (not now sweetheart) take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband
I know pronounce you husband and wife
(Dorothy)
I pretended that proposal by the car was real
and it might have been just a hypothetical I did this and at least I can do something about it now
(Jerry)
So this brake is a brake up (sighs)
(Dorothy)
Come on Jerry you know this isn’t easy for me
(Jerry)
OK OK if this is where it has to end if this is where it has to happen I’m not letting you get rid of me how about that I miss my wife I love You You complete me and I just ha…
(Dorothy)
Just shut up just shut up you had me at hello you had me at hello
