You said, he said and I said… (3 June 07)
Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
(Note: The following blog is mixed with fiction and non-fiction element. So, don’t take it seriously. Those who knows, you will know how to differentiate it :P) You perceived and said that I am that kind of girl who drives slowly. That day I purposely drove in fast and made you scared. You said, you scared not because of the speed. It’s just because you dun trust on the driver (me). Then I said to myself (in heart), Hor, it is not because of my driving skill is bad, it’s just u never be my passenger. Before I started my working life, I said to you I would spend most of my salary in traveling. You said it is impossible as "it is easy to say, but so hard to do." Theory is always different with practical as you said most of the salary surely will spend on social. Then I said to myself (in heart), I will show you what you said is wrong. I know you have somewhere far away that you wish to go but you think it is impossible to go at this moment. But I will show you I will turn the impossible to possible. If I can achieve my dream, you also can. If I can support myself for traveling oversea in half a year, you also can. After that you didn’t say anything to me anymore. Then my friend started to say something to me… He said (a friend), something goes wrong. Even I was silent at that moment, but I said to myself, yup, I know what you mean. I am the mistake. Then I started to force myself in facing the cruel truth that my friend told me n… it is time to make the change. Then recently he (a friend) talked with me about his ex. I said, I wonder what is the feeling that someone would experience after breaking up (as he always say I have no experience on this). He said, the hardest time is not because you saw another guy is being with her. The hardest time is you even can’t send her a sms and ask her "where are you, what you’re doing" when you miss her. I said, I understand what you mean. I have said so much, is it you have something should say to me? **sun**
